Stupid flu gets me all the packages
I've been sick for the past week. :(
weather changes, from summer breeze to autumn.
It's so windy here in Auckland, as you know, end of April. Leaves turn yellowish, soon the trees will all be bald and cold. winter is approaching, and so do the feelings.
I'm leaving my life with the flu viruses for the past week, came to me from a friend of mine - whom, by the way, I was laughing at when he was sick - and it gave me everything.
I can't speak with my normal voice, I have a butterfly on my stomach, it raises up my body temperature, which goes down back to normal in the morning, it gives me -so called- morning sickness, not that I'm pregnant, but to wake up and sneeze to let go of my mucus till I feel like throwing up.
HAHA, the funny thing is, it sounds like I'm in love. hahaha.. ok let me explain.
You know when you're in love, how you can't speak properly, and you have a butterfly in your stomach? kekeke.. and then you went all nervous. but the difference would be, you're HAPPY when you're in love, but I feel like screaming when I have flu. coz I feel weak. :(
yeah yeah. It's all come in one package. x) maybe my body tells me to slow down and REST!
so keep yourself warm people... :) don't forget to put on warm clothing, your jacket or coat, and a scarf helps to keep your neck warm. put on socks when you're sleep, and don't forget to turn your electric blanket on an hour earlier and turn it off again. a sip of a glass of warm honey would help, or even a glass of warm milk would make your sleep tighter. :) :)
weee~
25 April 2009
04 April 2009
ga ngerti
hm.. gw ga ngerti. aneh rasanya, knp rasanya akhir2 ini gw ky ga kenal lu lagi? lu jadi kae orang laen yang baru, tapi nyebelin. ga ngerasa nyaman.
kadang gw ngerasa jahat, ga mau peduli lagi sama semuanya, pingin jadi egois. tapi gw ga tega jahatin elu. tapi gw cape. gw uda cukup ngelakuin banyak hal, even yang nyakitin diri gw sendiri.
apa gw jahat kalo gw ga peduli?
apa gw cukup bijak kalo gw mau lari lagi?
tapi apa lu bakal ngejar gw?
hmm..I wonder.
kadang gw ngerasa jahat, ga mau peduli lagi sama semuanya, pingin jadi egois. tapi gw ga tega jahatin elu. tapi gw cape. gw uda cukup ngelakuin banyak hal, even yang nyakitin diri gw sendiri.
apa gw jahat kalo gw ga peduli?
apa gw cukup bijak kalo gw mau lari lagi?
tapi apa lu bakal ngejar gw?
hmm..I wonder.
04 March 2009
one little black thing that makes you...beautiful.
It's all burnt in fire
leaving ashes on the ashtray of life
I wonder what it's called again?
if tomorrow happens to be it, then it's meant to be
what if you're the fire
and I'm the piece of paper?
so we can be together forever
burnt into ashes of life
disguising ourselves from the naked eyes
so we can run away
disappearing
vanishing
and finally gone..
with joy and passion! perhaps?
or perhaps it was supposed to be inside out and upside down?
I don't mind being either one
coz in our eyes we're still different
and you
you will always be b e a u t i f u l.
leaving ashes on the ashtray of life
I wonder what it's called again?
if tomorrow happens to be it, then it's meant to be
what if you're the fire
and I'm the piece of paper?
so we can be together forever
burnt into ashes of life
disguising ourselves from the naked eyes
so we can run away
disappearing
vanishing
and finally gone..
with joy and passion! perhaps?
or perhaps it was supposed to be inside out and upside down?
I don't mind being either one
coz in our eyes we're still different
and you
you will always be b e a u t i f u l.
15 February 2009
Auckland, I'm back :)
Hello world. :)
I'm back in Auckland. Living another year of my life here.
Another journey, another story.
Leaving Indo was really painful, saying goodbye to mom and dad at the airport, it was just hurtful. I enjoyed my times in Indo, tho not 100%, as I didn't really get much stuffs to do.. but it was good. It felt like home. :)
I started to feel like home in here too.. which is a good thing in a way. oh well. all packed up, all busy busy, but it's good. it's always good. :)
Flight from Singapore to Auckland was horrible though, a guy who was sitting next to me was really annoying. He took my headset, and plug it on my plug. zzz. Then kept talking to me while I was trying so hard to sleep so I wouldn't get my headache anymore. Then apparently I caught a cold on the way too, since I wasn't that fit anyway coz I didn't get enough sleep the day before, and haha, the funny thing was, on the way from Jakarta to Singapore, I asked one of the stewardess for a glass of Singapore Sling, and she asked me for my ID to prove that I'm old enough to drink since they have a drinking age restriction. MWAHAHA.. SEE I look young! :P kakaka...
Then took panadol after supper from Sg to Akl, then slept like a chicken.. ==" so shallow. :s then walla~ I'm here! :)
hehe.. this year is going to be an exciting year, and a year full of hardworks. I promised myself and God as well that I'm going to do way better than last year, and rely my every single hope of every single matters and every single concern to Him.
okays people, time for me to catch up with my sleep! I'm too excited. I think I know why ;)
I'm back in Auckland. Living another year of my life here.
Another journey, another story.
Leaving Indo was really painful, saying goodbye to mom and dad at the airport, it was just hurtful. I enjoyed my times in Indo, tho not 100%, as I didn't really get much stuffs to do.. but it was good. It felt like home. :)
I started to feel like home in here too.. which is a good thing in a way. oh well. all packed up, all busy busy, but it's good. it's always good. :)
Flight from Singapore to Auckland was horrible though, a guy who was sitting next to me was really annoying. He took my headset, and plug it on my plug. zzz. Then kept talking to me while I was trying so hard to sleep so I wouldn't get my headache anymore. Then apparently I caught a cold on the way too, since I wasn't that fit anyway coz I didn't get enough sleep the day before, and haha, the funny thing was, on the way from Jakarta to Singapore, I asked one of the stewardess for a glass of Singapore Sling, and she asked me for my ID to prove that I'm old enough to drink since they have a drinking age restriction. MWAHAHA.. SEE I look young! :P kakaka...
Then took panadol after supper from Sg to Akl, then slept like a chicken.. ==" so shallow. :s then walla~ I'm here! :)
hehe.. this year is going to be an exciting year, and a year full of hardworks. I promised myself and God as well that I'm going to do way better than last year, and rely my every single hope of every single matters and every single concern to Him.
okays people, time for me to catch up with my sleep! I'm too excited. I think I know why ;)
29 January 2009
21 Things That Most People Don't Know About ME
Hai people! =D since I haven't posted ANYthing... ==" and was reading jenov's blog the other week, and knowing that she "tagged" me in a way, to make this.. so this would be my first post here apparently. :D
21 Things That Most People Don't Know About ME
1. I don't like chicken skin, they look gross and greasy to me ;p
2. I like to think about any possible things I could think of before I doze off every night. sometimes nonsense included. kekeke...
3. I'm not tidy and not a very organised person. xD
4. Liars, people who plays with other's feelings, and those who can't keep their words and promises. I despise these kinds of people.
5. I never cry when I read novels, and the ONLY movie which has successfully made me cry was Armageddon.
6. I don't ever want to get my hair dyed, unless I really really really have to (meaning: when I'm old and I have white hair :D)
7. I like to bake, but I don't like to eat the things I've baked.
8. I'm a sensitive person, tho I don't look like one :P
9. I like to make myself be in the spotlight without having myself to behave in a certain way and over acting.
10. My first impression for people 90% of them are wrong and always turn out otherwise. haha
11. I always think that I have the right to decide who I want to be friends with *jahat*
12. I still love teddy bears.
13. Junk food would be the last thing on the list of food that I would eat.
14. I don't like comics. I stopped reading them when I turned 12.
15. I like to be labelled smart, sagacious, and polite.
16. When I love someone, I love that person faithfully, whole-heartedly, and deeper than you could ever think of.
17. I don't want to eat food that I've labelled "weird" like chicken feet, pitan egg, mushrooms, kidneys, ears, tongue, snake blood or whatever. They're not edible to me. :s
18. I LOVE liquors, alcohol, and wines, but I've never wanted to get wasted. I drink because I love it,
not because I want to be considered "cool". =="
19. To me, guys who build too much muscles look like a gorilla with a small turtle head and a pair of frog legs. *ewwww*
20. When my mood is flat, the first thing that can boost my mood up is hunting pictures. Ice cream comes the second. Baking or cooking comes the third. Chocolate is not on the list :P
21. I don't know how to use Microsoft Offices properly. mwahahaha..
quite tough to make this list. but hey, I did it!
21 Things That Most People Don't Know About ME
1. I don't like chicken skin, they look gross and greasy to me ;p
2. I like to think about any possible things I could think of before I doze off every night. sometimes nonsense included. kekeke...
3. I'm not tidy and not a very organised person. xD
4. Liars, people who plays with other's feelings, and those who can't keep their words and promises. I despise these kinds of people.
5. I never cry when I read novels, and the ONLY movie which has successfully made me cry was Armageddon.
6. I don't ever want to get my hair dyed, unless I really really really have to (meaning: when I'm old and I have white hair :D)
7. I like to bake, but I don't like to eat the things I've baked.
8. I'm a sensitive person, tho I don't look like one :P
9. I like to make myself be in the spotlight without having myself to behave in a certain way and over acting.
10. My first impression for people 90% of them are wrong and always turn out otherwise. haha
11. I always think that I have the right to decide who I want to be friends with *jahat*
12. I still love teddy bears.
13. Junk food would be the last thing on the list of food that I would eat.
14. I don't like comics. I stopped reading them when I turned 12.
15. I like to be labelled smart, sagacious, and polite.
16. When I love someone, I love that person faithfully, whole-heartedly, and deeper than you could ever think of.
17. I don't want to eat food that I've labelled "weird" like chicken feet, pitan egg, mushrooms, kidneys, ears, tongue, snake blood or whatever. They're not edible to me. :s
18. I LOVE liquors, alcohol, and wines, but I've never wanted to get wasted. I drink because I love it,
not because I want to be considered "cool". =="
19. To me, guys who build too much muscles look like a gorilla with a small turtle head and a pair of frog legs. *ewwww*
20. When my mood is flat, the first thing that can boost my mood up is hunting pictures. Ice cream comes the second. Baking or cooking comes the third. Chocolate is not on the list :P
21. I don't know how to use Microsoft Offices properly. mwahahaha..
quite tough to make this list. but hey, I did it!
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